Sunday, July 3, 2011

I think I might....

Spontaneously combust, if I here one more thing about pregnancy at church this morning!! She is only 5 weeks pregnant, 35 weeks to go, can I make it?! Cant stop tearing up, i just want to leave. Church should not be like this. Jealous? Maybe. Hurt? Definately. Pittied? Oh yra. She hasnt even spoken to me about it and we are "best friends", whats that?? Lord help me make it through this!

Just needed to vent a little... Thanks for listening! :)


  1. :( I'm sorry. I can only imagine.

  2. I just found your blog. I am so sorry. Church is not always the safe place it 'should' be. I pray you find grace for your friend, and perhaps courage to let her know how you feel. I had to ask my closest friend not to contact me for a week right after she found out she was pregnant - it was right after my 4th miscarriage and I just couldn't deal with it. She was sad t first but she understood and after some time and space, I was able to find joy for her. We have to make sure we are honest with what we can handle and allow those we love to care for us by giving us the support we need in the way we need.
    Blessings to you xx

  3. Ugh, I'm sorry. I hate when people announce when the pee stick is still wet. She will probably have a healthy, problem free pregnancy too. ((hugs))